I THINK i sort of understand wat u r talking abt. but iv been trying to believe that people understand ME or shall i say us. or that they ARE 'us', or used to be or will be. perhaps it is U WHO FAIL TO UNDERSTAND THEM INSTEAD OF THe OTHER WAY ROUND. but never mind. im NOT doing the comfort thing or so. i know just too well that nobody is to help me out when im feeling that way u mentioned. good thing is, in fact no one can help anyone else out. and actually,painful,though,i do like being who i am. rebellion now is considered good for myself. i like it when things r not following the "right"s. yet there has to be compromise between THE YUYue and a real you. still all is I THINK for sure. bless.